Getting mogged at confession

bo bless me father for i have sinned father have you? bo i have, i totally have though father sure sure yeah go ahead and tell me what's up, man bo ummm im pretty sure i killed my sister father sorry bo yeah i killed her father yeah sorry? bo yeah i gave my infant sister drain sister accidentally father shit bo wow father that seems rough i am sorry bo yeah so what is my penance father what bo my penance do i need to,, what do i need to do necessarily father idk man bo what father yeah i just um bo what father i just killed my infant son bo what?! father no i took my infant son to the mountaintop as a sacrifice to god bo what why would you do that father yeah i took him to the mountaintop and i cut his heart out and bo are you... ok father no i'm not bo do you need to go see someone father idk man i just i just dont know where god is anymore like i cry out for him in my worst moments and he's not there and my soul is stained with the heavy ugliness of what ive done i feel it so deeply every single day i pray and i pray and i pray i dunno who god is bo shit father yeah bo i mean the rosary always helps me father yeah really bo yeah i say a bunch of hail marys and i just... let god tell me whats up father yeah? and that helps? bo yeah i mean yeah father hows the sister thing bo